JOHN 21 IF YOU LOVE ME

April 17


JOHN 21
15 When they had finished breakfast, Jesus said to Simon Peter, “Simon, son of John, do you love me more than these?” He said to him, “Yes, Lord; you know that I love you.” He said to him, “Feed my lambs.” 16 He said to him a second time, “Simon, son of John, do you love me?” He said to him, “Yes, Lord; you know that I love you.” He said to him, “Tend my sheep.” 17 He said to him the third time, “Simon, son of John, do you love me?” Peter was grieved because he said to him the third time, “Do you love me?” and he said to him, “Lord, you know everything; you know that I love you.” Jesus said to him, “Feed my sheep. 18 Truly, truly, I say to you, when you were young, you used to dress yourself and walk wherever you wanted, but when you are old, you will stretch out your hands, and another will dress you and carry you where you do not want to go.” 19 (This he said to show by what kind of death he was to glorify God.) And after saying this he said to him, “Follow me.” – John 21:15-19


JOHN 21 IF YOU LOVE ME
A poem by ILMA inspired by these verses
When Jesus asked his disciples if they love him
He wanted proof of the love from them
Loving means to feed and care for his flock
It means to lay down their lives for his church.


Would you easily believe someone if that person tells you he/she loves you? Love isn’t just a feeling that one feels towards someone else. True love is peppered with commitment and responsibility. It is being there for that person for better or for worse. It is to nourish the loved one with care, attention and be able to fulfill their various needs.
A lot of failed marriages could have been saved if the concept of love was truly understood by the couple before they jumped into marrying each other. Instead, the world has bombarded us with a love that is unrealistic just like the fairy tales where boy meets girl and they live happily ever after. In this account, Jesus required his disciples to prove their love for him by feeding his flock and tending to them. A good shepherd lays down his life for the sheep. This is what Jesus expected from them if they claimed they loved him.


REFLECTION
• How is “love” misused and misunderstood in our world today?

JOHN 21 JESUS SERVES HIS DISCIPLES

April 16


JOHN 21
9 When they got out on land, they saw a charcoal fire in place, with fish laid out on it, and bread. 10 Jesus said to them, “Bring some of the fish that you have just caught.” 11 So Simon Peter went aboard and hauled the net ashore, full of large fish, 153 of them. And although there were so many, the net was not torn. 12 Jesus said to them, “Come and have breakfast.” Now none of the disciples dared ask him, “Who are you?” They knew it was the Lord. 13 Jesus came and took the bread and gave it to them, and so with the fish. 14 This was now the third time that Jesus was revealed to the disciples after he was raised from the dead. – John 21:9-14


JOHN 21 JESUS SERVES HIS DISCIPLES
A poem by ILMA inspired by these verses
When the disciples caught a big catch of large fish
They had 153 large fish but surprisingly the net wasn’t torn
Then they saw someone preparing a meal for them
He invited them to break their fast with fish and bread
They didn’t ask who it was but they knew it was Jesus
He took the bread and gave it to them and so with the fish.


This visit of Jesus to his disciples after his resurrection is the third time and by the previous time, they were already given the Holy Spirit. It is interesting that they initially could not catch anything but when someone told them to cast their nets on the right side of the boat, they had a huge catch. Among themselves, they didn’t ask who told them to do so, but in their hearts, they knew it was the Lord. And when they saw a charcoal fire in place waiting for them as they hauled their catch ashore, they must have the knowledge from the Holy Spirit that it was the Lord.
We witnessed two important things that happened in this account. One was the big catch and the other was the meal prepared for them as they got on land. By now, the Holy Spirit was teaching the disciples that before the Lord showed up, they couldn’t catch anything. But when someone told them to cast their nets on the right side of the boat, there was a bounty of large fish caught. Jesus also served them breakfast after the night’s work.


REFLECTION
• What do you think the big catch and the meal represented in this account?

JOHN 21 LOST IN GRIEF

April 15


JOHN 21
After this Jesus revealed himself again to the disciples by the Sea of Tiberias, and he revealed himself in this way. 2 Simon Peter, Thomas (called the Twin), Nathanael of Cana in Galilee, the sons of Zebedee, and two others of his disciples were together. 3 Simon Peter said to them, “I am going fishing.” They said to him, “We will go with you.” They went out and got into the boat, but that night they caught nothing.4 Just as day was breaking, Jesus stood on the shore; yet the disciples did not know that it was Jesus. 5 Jesus said to them, “Children, do you have any fish?” They answered him, “No.” 6 He said to them, “Cast the net on the right side of the boat, and you will find some.” So they cast it, and now they were not able to haul it in, because of the quantity of fish. 7 That disciple whom Jesus loved therefore said to Peter, “It is the Lord!” When Simon Peter heard that it was the Lord, he put on his outer garment, for he was stripped for work, and threw himself into the sea. 8 The other disciples came in the boat, dragging the net full of fish, for they were not far from the land, but about a hundred yards off.
– John 21:1-8


JOHN 21 LOST IN GRIEF
A poem by ILMA inspired by these verses
After their Lord was gone in their lives
The disciples were lost in grief
Their purposes were now confusing
They went back to their old work of fishing.


When we lost a loved one, it is hard to go on with the life we used to live when they were still with us. Losing someone or something disrupts our routine and makes us confused or lost. The account here shows how the disciples didn’t know what to do next after Jesus died on the cross. So, they tried to go back to the way it was before Jesus called them to his ministry. As they were fishing, they couldn’t find the motivation to do their usual work at catching fish. There was nothing to catch.
This account shows how Jesus cares for the work we do. He blessed them with a big catch knowing how lost and grieving they were. He was reminding them that he was with them especially in the midst of their grief and confusion.


REFLECTION
• Share a time when you felt very lost when you have lost someone or something.

JOHN 20 BELIEVE & YOU WILL HAVE LIFE

April 14


JOHN 20
26 Eight days later, his disciples were inside again, and Thomas was with them. Although the doors were locked, Jesus came and stood among them and said, “Peace be with you.” 27 Then he said to Thomas, “Put your finger here, and see my hands; and put out your hand, and place it in my side. Do not disbelieve, but believe.” 28 Thomas answered him, “My Lord and my God!” 29 Jesus said to him, “Have you believed because you have seen me? Blessed are those who have not seen and yet have believed.” 30 Now Jesus did many other signs in the presence of the disciples, which are not written in this book; 31 but these are written so that you may believe that Jesus is the Christ, the Son of God, and that by believing you may have life in his name. – John 20:26-31


JOHN 20 BELIEVE & YOU WILL HAVE LIFE
A poem by ILMA inspired by these verses
When doubts and unbelief enter our hearts
We are unable to move to our lives forward
We will be tossed to and fro by immobility
If we believe, it needs to be wholeheartedly.


The unbelief of Thomas is very common to us humans, including Christians. Depending on how far we have grown our faith in God, we will have various degrees of struggle with this inconsistency in our beliefs. True faith is not something a Christian can fabricate. It is a free gift given to us by God. We need to receive it and embrace it without trying to understand or add to it.
Like Thomas, we have little minds that only fathom what it can visually see. When we are doubtful, it is the occasion for us to run quickly to the Holy Spirit instead of relying on our own thinking and understanding. The Lord understands every weakness and sinfulness we have. All he wants from us is that childlike trust that we usually give those who care for us when we were little and helpless. He wants us to run to him because he is our Father who wants to provide for all our needs and even our wants if it is for our benefit. We need to believe even if we can’t see in order to have the life God wants for us or else we are going to live like zombies, alive physically but dead spiritually.


REFLECTION
• Share some insights or observations on zombie-like Christian lives.

JOHN 20 THE GIFT OF PEACE & THE HOLY SPIRIT

April 13


JOHN 20
19 On the evening of that day, the first day of the week, the doors being locked where the disciples were for fear of the Jews, Jesus came and stood among them and said to them, “Peace be with you.” 20 When he had said this, he showed them his hands and his side. Then the disciples were glad when they saw the Lord. 21 Jesus said to them again, “Peace be with you. As the Father has sent me, even so I am sending you.” 22 And when he had said this, he breathed on them and said to them, “Receive the Holy Spirit. 23 If you forgive the sins of any, they are forgiven them; if you withhold forgiveness from any, it is withheld.”24 Now Thomas, one of the twelve, called the Twin, was not with them when Jesus came. 25 So the other disciples told him, “We have seen the Lord.” But he said to them, “Unless I see in his hands the mark of the nails, and place my finger into the mark of the nails, and place my hand into his side, I will never believe.”
– John 20:19-25


JOHN 20 THE GIFT OF PEACE & THE HOLY SPIRIT
A poem by ILMA inspired by these verses
When Jesus visited his disciples who were in hiding
He gave them his peace and he was very reassuring
But the greatest gift is the Holy Spirit whom he breathed on them
Now they have the faith to believe everything he taught them.


When Jesus died on the cross, the disciples must have been devastated and scared. They followed Jesus for three years and now he is gone. They have left all their responsibilities to follow him and now what is going to happen to them. The Jewish leaders are still hunting those who were Jesus’ followers. They must have been so confused and lost without their Master. They didn’t even remember all the teachings that he taught them because they were all concerned for their lives and safety as well. Imagine their surprise when Jesus showed up in their midst. Now all the promises Jesus told them are happening. He rose from the dead and gave them his peace and his own Spirit. What a relief that would have been. It must have alleviated all their fears and doubts because now they have the Holy Spirit to reveal and remind them all they have learned from Jesus.


REFLECTION
• Share some experiences you have that manifested the gift of peace and wisdom.

JOHN 20 FEAR & PANIC LEADS TO FORGETTING

April 11


JOHN 20
Now on the first day of the week Mary Magdalene came to the tomb early, while it was still dark, and saw that the stone had been taken away from the tomb. 2 So she ran and went to Simon Peter and the other disciple, the one whom Jesus loved, and said to them, “They have taken the Lord out of the tomb, and we do not know where they have laid him.” 3 So Peter went out with the other disciple, and they were going toward the tomb. 4 Both of them were running together, but the other disciple outran Peter and reached the tomb first. 5 And stooping to look in, he saw the linen cloths lying there, but he did not go in. 6 Then Simon Peter came, following him, and went into the tomb. He saw the linen cloths lying there, 7 and the face cloth, which had been on Jesus head, not lying with the linen cloths but folded up in a place by itself. 8 Then the other disciple, who had reached the tomb first, also went in, and he saw and believed; 9 for as yet they did not understand the Scripture, that he must rise from the dead. 10 Then the disciples went back to their homes. – John 20:1-10


JOHN 20 FEAR & PANIC LEADS TO FORGETTING
A poem by ILMA inspired by these verses
Imagine how the disciples felt when they lost Jesus
They were full of grief from losing their Master
Mary went to see her beloved Jesus’ body to mourn
She was panic-stricken not to find the body of her Lord.


We have witnessed that among Jesus’ disciples, Mary was the one who loved him most. In Luke 8:1-3 we learn how Jesus has freed Mary Magdalene from seven demons. Since then, she followed Jesus and was actually considered as an Apostle according to some commentaries. Though she wasn’t part of the 12 disciples, she was a very faithful follower of Jesus. She was even there when Jesus died on the cross. She faithfully served the One who freed her from her demons and gave her a new life.
In those days, it was customary to visit the tomb of a loved one within three days after the body was buried. They believed the dead’s spirit was still hovering in the tomb. When she didn’t find Jesus’ body, fear overtook her, so she ran to Peter’s house to report her discovery. All of them forgot what Scripture said about him rising from the dead.


REFLECTION
• Share some insights how and why fear and panic could make us forget things.

JOHN 19 THE BURIAL OF JESUS

April 10


JOHN 19
38 After these things Joseph of Arimathea, who was a disciple of Jesus, but secretly for fear of the Jews, asked Pilate that he might take away the body of Jesus, and Pilate gave him permission. So he came and took away his body. 39 Nicodemus also, who earlier had come to Jesus by night, came bringing a mixture of myrrh and aloes, about seventy-five pounds in weight. 40 So they took the body of Jesus and bound it in linen cloths with the spices, as is the burial custom of the Jews. 41 Now in the place where he was crucified there was a garden, and in the garden a new tomb in which no one had yet been laid. 42 So because of the Jewish day of Preparation, since the tomb was close at hand, they laid Jesus there.
– John 19:38-42


JOHN 19 THE BURIAL OF JESUS
A poem by ILMA inspired by these verses
As your dead body was taken down from the cross
Your loved one’s hearts must have been torn in pieces
You deserved the burial of a king; the Jews made it hard to do so
Your disciples did their best to bury you in the custom of the Jews.


Jesus was born in a feeding trough instead of being in a palace with all the comforts. At the time of his birth, there was a threat to the lives of baby boys, so Mary and Joseph had to flee from where they lived. What kind of a king is born in a feeding trough? The world will never understand this concept because no one truly understands what the kingdom of God is until the promise of the new heaven and the new earth come to pass. After finishing the work of salvation on the cross, the world still didn’t know Jesus’ kingdom and how different it was from the world. Just like his birth’s circumstance was in the midst of an unsafe power-hungry insecure leader, his burial looks almost like it happened in the same circumstance. Jesus died and was convicted as a criminal though he didn’t do any crime at all. Because of the power and authority that the Jewish leaders had over the people, many were afraid to be associated with Jesus. Joseph of Arimathea and Nicodemus honored Jesus with a proper burial in the Jewish custom but in hiding.


REFLECTION
• What hinders us from boldly proclaiming our faith to the unbelieving world?

JOHN 19 FINISHED WORK OF CHRIST ON THE CROSS

April 9


JOHN 19
28 After this, Jesus, knowing that all was now finished, said (to fulfill the Scripture), “I thirst.” 29 A jar full of sour wine stood there, so they put a sponge full of the sour wine on a hyssop branch and held it to his mouth. 30 When Jesus had received the sour wine, he said, “It is finished,” and he bowed his head and gave up his spirit.31 Since it was the day of Preparation, and so that the bodies would not remain on the cross on the Sabbath (for that Sabbath was a high day), the Jews asked Pilate that their legs might be broken and that they might be taken away. 32 So the soldiers came and broke the legs of the first, and of the other who had been crucified with him. 33 But when they came to Jesus and saw that he was already dead, they did not break his legs. 34 But one of the soldiers pierced his side with a spear, and at once there came out blood and water. 35 He who saw it has borne witness—his testimony is true, and he knows that he is telling the truth—that you also may believe. 36 For these things took place that the Scripture might be fulfilled: “Not one of his bones will be broken.” 37 And again another Scripture says, “They will look on him whom they have pierced.”– John 19:28-37


JOHN 19 FINISHED WORK OF CHRIST ON THE CROSS
According to science, a dead person’s body doesn’t “shed” blood in the way a living person would; instead, blood pools in the lowest parts of the body due to gravity, a process called livor mortis. Verse 34 says that when Jesus’ dead body was pierced on his side with a spear, blood and water came out. How was it possible that he squirted water and blood when his dead body was pierced? Why did John write about this in this gospel? I think John emphasized this so that we could all be reminded that Jesus was truly man and was also truly God. If he was just human, blood and water wouldn’t come out of his dead body. I also think that it signifies the finished work of Christ on the cross. With his blood, he accomplished being the perfect sacrifice to appease the wrath of God on our sinfulness. The water represents that through him, we will be cleansed and have life. Studylight.com comments on this as a symbol of the two great sacraments of the Church. There is one sacrament which is based on water-baptism; and there is one which is based on blood–the Lord’s Supper with its cup of blood–red wine. The water of baptism is the sign of the cleansing grace of God in Jesus Christ; the wine of the Lord’s Supper is the symbol of the blood which was shed to save men from their sins.


REFLECTION
• How can we meditate on the finished work of Christ through our daily lives?

JOHN 19 IRONY AT THE CROSS

April 8


JOHN 19
23 When the soldiers had crucified Jesus, they took his garments and divided them into four parts, one part for each soldier; also his tunic. But the tunic was seamless, woven in one piece from top to bottom, 24 so they said to one another, “Let us not tear it, but cast lots for it to see whose it shall be.” This was to fulfill the Scripture which says, “They divided my garments among them, and for my clothing they cast lots.” So the soldiers did these things, 25 but standing by the cross of Jesus were his mother and his mother’s sister, Mary the wife of Clopas, and Mary Magdalene. 26 When Jesus saw his mother and the disciple whom he loved standing nearby, he said to his mother, “Woman, behold, your son!” 27 Then he said to the disciple, “Behold, your mother!” And from that hour the disciple took her to his own home. – John 19:23-27


JOHN 19 IRONY AT THE CROSS
A poem by ILMA inspired by these verses
While Jesus was dying on the cross to save mankind
The soldiers had his garments and they were gambling on them
They didn’t know that Jesus also sacrificed his life for them
They were so very blind to see their need for Jesus Christ.


This account gives us an irony. On one side, Jesus was hanging on the cross with his loved ones below the cross, waiting for him to die so they could get him down to bury him. A very tender and loving scene was depicted on this part of the cross.
The other view of this scene is the soldiers gambling over Jesus’ tunic. This scene contrasts the first one we saw. Here, we can picture the indifference of the soldiers to what the sacrifice of Jesus was. They were clueless and living their lives only at that moment and missing the other part of life which is eternity. Oxford dictionary defines “gambling” as a play of games of chance for money. Another definition says that it is to take risky actions in the hope of a desired results. With these two definitions, would you say that both Jesus and the soldiers were both taking risks but for different results? Jesus put his mortal life at stake to save us to have eternity while the soldiers were betting on that tunic so that one of them would own an extra garment.


REFLECTION
• What have you risked or given up in your life to follow Jesus?

JOHN 19 KING OF THE JEWS INSCRIPTION

April 7


JOHN 19
So they took Jesus, 17 and he went out, bearing his own cross, to the place called The Place of a Skull, which in Aramaic is called Golgotha. 18 There they crucified him, and with him two others, one on either side, and Jesus between them. 19 Pilate also wrote an inscription and put it on the cross. It read, “Jesus of Nazareth, the King of the Jews.” 20 Many of the Jews read this inscription, for the place where Jesus was crucified was near the city, and it was written in Aramaic, in Latin, and in Greek. 21 So the chief priests of the Jews said to Pilate, “Do not write, ‘The King of the Jews,’ but rather, ‘This man said, I am King of the Jews.’” 22 Pilate answered, “What I have written I have written.”– John 19:16-22


JOHN 19 KING OF THE JEWS INSCRIPTION
A poem by ILMA inspired by these verses
When Jesus was crucified on the cross
Pilate inscribed on him “King of the Jews”
It was to get back at the chief priests for their intimidation
When they wanted it changed, Pilate resisted with indignation.


In verse 20, we were told that the inscription was written in three languages namely Aramaic, Latin and Greek. According to some commentaries, these were the three great languages of the ancient world which represented three great nations: Greece, Rome and Judea, specifically Capernaum and Nazareth. It was the Greeks who taught the world beauty of form and of thought. The Romans taught the world law and government; the Hebrews taught the world religion and the worship of true God.
According to studylight.com “The consummation of all these things is seen in Jesus. In him was the supreme beauty and the highest thought of God. In him was the law of God and the kingdom of God. In him was the very image of God. All the world’s pursuits and strivings found their consummation in him. It was symbolic that the three great languages of the world should call him king.
It is interesting that it took the crucifixion of Jesus before Pilate finally had the guts to exercise his authority over the chief priests who had been bullying him to give the sentence of crucifixion to Jesus even though he couldn’t find fault in him.


REFLECTION
• Why do you think the Jewish leaders want the inscription changed?